Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Denied

It has been a while since I was last allowed to climax. 5 days to be precise. That may not sound like much but it is the first time in my life that I've been unable to even just touch my own penis for 5 consecutive days.
My fiancee had become more and more demanding in the past few weeks. Something had changed in her. She'd always enjoyed leading our relationship - and I for my part was happy with her lead - but recently it seemed like she was expecting more and was frustrated she could not get it from me.

About two weeks ago she said we should experiment new things. Immediately I said I didn't know what she meant by "things". She was blunt, she said she had been through my browsing history, I masturbated too much and I had to stop. I was caught off guard, was embarrassed, and I wanted out of the conversation. She wanted me to promise I wouldn't masturbate any more. I knew I wasn't going to keep that promise but I agreed anyway.
Last week

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

My favorite part of the day

As I lay in bed, slowly drifting off to sleep, I am suddenly awakened by the gentle touch of my fiancee's hand. But her touch soon goes from gentle to imperative, as she grabs the back of my head and pushes it down beneath the covers. I already know what she expects, so I offer little resistance. She keeps pushing until my face is buried between her thighs. I take a mouthful of her and she soon starts moaning with pleasure.

Monday, October 29, 2012

How a man discovered his true self.

It was spring and I was just 19. Anne, my girlfriend at the time was an 18 year old exchange student from Australia. She was smart and flirty like no girl I had ever met before. At times I felt she was too much for me. She was stunningly beautiful had traveled the world in first class and had friends in high society who would have given anything to date her. All I did was work in a cafe trying to earn enough money to last me for a whole month.

At first I found it hard to cope with her independence and the fact that I felt I was not worthy of her. But I eventually got used to it, I even started deluding myself that I was in charge of our relationship and that I also was "quite a catch".

Life was routine at first. She'd be locked-up in her dorm all week and we'd be together on week-ends . As we met on Friday evening she'd start flirting right away. Flirting was her specialty and I had no defenses against her. She was like a young female cat playing a deadly game with me, her willing prey. She would tease me mercilessly and eventually suggest we'd go back to my place.